I wish

my best friend would actually act like it. Sometimes i just wish she'd be the one who could actually be there. Instead of just be a few houses down. I wish we could be those type of bestfriends who can vent to each other instead of being the last person to find out what's happening. We're not really best friends. I know i can't go up to you and tell you how i feel about a person because it would just be awkward. I miss how we were in kindergarten. I wish i can reach out to you and give you a hug right now and you'd hug me back. I miss you.